melodyprower11 | I hate LJ right now.

If this actually posts up I'm going to be pissed.

I have, repeatedly tried to upload the next chapter of "Child at Heart" today. I've been doing this for the past f hours off and on and no luck.

Why will you not let me post?

On and unrelated note, I think I'm going to chop my hand off. Its not simply content be numb. Oh no.

it seems to have decided that aching and throbbing like hell is the best way to go. but not all the time to where I can tune it out, but and freakin on, and i can't figure out what is triggering the damn thing. and so I'm so pleasantly surprised when it randomly hurts to type >.<

and I swear it was only two fingers before, so hte middle finger tingling? not so happy about that. and would you PLEASE LET ME STRAIGHTEN THE OTHER TWO OUT ALL THE WAY?

honestly, all i want is a functional dominant hand. Is that so hard?

and its raining today, and i have two class completely across campus, and its friggin lightning and thundering and PLEASE cancel calss today.

I feel like all I've done is bitch and complain this past week. and I have the next chapter done. all done. but i can't post it.