I hate LJ right now.

If this actually posts up I'm going to be pissed.

I have, repeatedly tried to upload the next chapter of "Child at Heart" today. I've been doing this for the past f hours off and on and no luck.

Why will you not let me post?

On and unrelated note, I think I'm going to chop my hand off. Its not simply content be numb. Oh no.

it seems to have decided that aching and throbbing like hell is the best way to go. but not all the time to where I can tune it out, but and freakin on, and i can't figure out what is triggering the damn thing. and so I'm so pleasantly surprised when it randomly hurts to type >.<

and I swear it was only two fingers before, so hte middle finger tingling? not so happy about that. and would you PLEASE LET ME STRAIGHTEN THE OTHER TWO OUT ALL THE WAY?

honestly, all i want is a functional dominant hand. Is that so hard?

and its raining today, and i have two class completely across campus, and its friggin lightning and thundering and PLEASE cancel calss today.

I feel like all I've done is bitch and complain this past week. and I have the next chapter done. all done. but i can't post it.

Child At Heart

Title: Child at Heart Chapter 8
Rating: PG-13 for language
Length: 1057  words
Pairing: HanHae
Summary: Han Geng thinks that Donghae would make a good little brother, and denies that his affections could lay in any other direction. Unfortunately for him, he may just find that you should be careful what you ask for, Some wishes have a nasty habit of coming true.
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Smile Through Your Tears

Title:Smile Through Your Tears
Pairing: SiHanHae
Rating: M
Genre: Tragedy/Angst
Length: 1532
Warnings:Death, Suicide, Self-Harm, Blood, and Some language
Summary: This wasn't what he expected. Not this. And more than anything else, what would haunt him till the day he died, was the painted the others face.
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The Fox and the... Cat?

Title: The Fox and the... Cat?
Pairing:SiHae and QMi
Length: 395 words (Short!)
Rating:G
Summary: Once again in the same verse as Only a Cat and Happy Birthday?, the return of Kitty!Hae. Siwon and Donghae meet up with Kyuhyun and Zhou Mi.  Featuring Fox!Mimi~
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